Wonder what's wrong with the blogspot time. It is 12am wednesday now, but the time registered at the end of the post will always be different. And it's very different. :(
Just finished soccer and touch rugby trainings. It felt very nice to train in the field, and today was very windy. Tired. Very tired. I can't figure out what kind of exhaustion is this. Is it physical? Emotional? Mental? Whatever it is, i'm glad i am able to release the suppression inside me through the trainings. The back ache still lingers around, giving me a sharp pain every now and then. In a way, i hope this pain persists for as long as it can. Is it the theory of distraction of pain? I learnt in psychology that when u want to distract urself from feeling the pain in a particular place, you can always make the other site more painful, then you will not focus on the sensational pain at the former region. But, this theory doesn't work for me.
God, i'm very sad. God, when will this end?And i wonder why i'm such a moron. God, can you make a way for me? If You are not going to take away this persistent pain, then can You at least provide me with a way out?
Dear girl, i'm so sorry. You must have felt quite sad when you saw me not talking anymore. And i know i can't keep saying sorry too. How girl... i feel so tired.
1 comment:
The feeling of tiredness wont go away de.. A lot of things need to come together to make it disappear.
Just know that there is always someone next door opening the door to let u talk to when u really feel like u want to talk kk =)Hugs
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